Monday, April 16, 2007
I want to blog. But i have no idea what i want to blog about.
Crap.
My mind is blank.
I realize my life is actually quite boring and my social circle is quite small. Oh well.
Random thoughts:
Its been a long time since i wrote a decent essay. I kinda miss writing stories. It feels nice to have power over what happens in a character's life. I guess all of us wish we were in control of our lives, huh? I know I do.
I think i've been a terrible friend. I havent been keeping up with some of my friends' lives for quite a while already.
Why is it that the older you get the more cynical you become? It's quite disgusting to hear adults talk sometimes. Makes me wonder why people are in such a hurry to grow up. I'm not. It wont kill to expect the best in people sometimes right? And im sure you'll live longer if you stop holding your grudges and actually practice what you preach.
Stupid driving. I wanna get it over with fast. So bloody irritating to wait for lesson slots. Gah.
Sometimes i wish my life was different. I wish it turned out the way I wanted it to be. I wish it was perfect.
dreaming of champagne football `